1. Rendez-vous a Nice

The Sullen Wake to Flowers

Rendez-vous a Nice

by Leila Rousseau

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Yearn none, for servitude is the work of love. Sacrifice of freedom is the spirit in which this toil grinds. Yearn for a slave, and the heart will bleed ice, red thick and cool, gradually flowing clear devoid of passion. The slave only knows lust as anger, fury, entrapment without escape. Resentment. The master ignites lust.



Tauris guided the thick mist by tracking his rough hands among the Autumn leaves, the ones that refused to fall. He plucked a dark green leathery piece, squashed it between his fingers and held the fines near his definite nose. Walking away, the branch recluded to its position. The memories of which this ghastly vintage scent reminded him, were those of running, old jewellery, beautiful eyes and short explanations.

Pictures, conversations and food were remembered, as he stepped over peat of fallen debris. Tauris tilted his head so his black irises could have been seized by the sun, but his eyes remained healthy, starring just right of the piercing flame. A leaf dishelved itself from the Poplar. Winding down the atmosphere, dancing and turning in the light, then to drop, drop, drop in the cool shade, it made its final decision in the clouds of the undergrowth, that it would join the others in sacrifice.

Freedom was had, for those short moments as Tauris witnessed, were the life that leaf lusted for. All Spring, and all Summer. Months went by, winds, birds, sunshine all tempted the leaf. Tauris saw this but he did not feel the breeze as it swept the leaves devoted to ecological cycle, into a rearrangement.

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Tauris was a proud boy. He sorted his belongings into shelves and a wardrobe. Books of nature and ice-cream history were organised by size, on the small shelf. His grandfather’s compass was wrapped next to the soldier of the war. Tauris was not unlike the figurine. His features softer and plumper than those of the brazen tin face. The figurine had purpose, fulfilment of duty, sacrifice at birth, and looked like it was made meticulously by an artist. The metal craftsman was not as careful as the father. Its pedestal as its homage to the history of the war, to the stories, the lives, the ghosts, the zombies of the war, to the values that were stated before and reminded during, but not proven during or after the war.

The father was careful, thoughtful and wise in planning and creating Tauris. It was care that made his cheeks olive and his cheekbones high and proud. Proud like a soldier, prone like a soldier to early sacrifice. Not sacrifice to the war, but sacrifice to the country, to the people, for the love born and raised. The soldier, a figurine, all alike, exact, the sacrifice a duty. The life, from entry to exit, risks the sacrifice of a man, a boy, a father. The duty of love changes, dissects and removes, replaces, but it returns to the values that were stated before. The memories remind of the values that were not proven during the sacrifice for love.


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Though not a scholar, he trod with colleagues and discussed wisdom, thought among these fellows of brute amicable and humane faculty. Hearts would lead the morals and binding duties. Hearts would find the truth of all rationality, for explanation would only be cause of the unkind, the untrue and the heartbroken. These would surely find mend with whole hearts and smiles a more.

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But when this life be won with joy and friends, he says, and a love so dear, where is the conflict and the torture that had our strength tested? Upon a screaming oath or a testimony of will, none that stand in vain, but in honour of a love, that, if unable to withstand tangible fate, withstands time and change and weather. Here, await, as servitude be the test. Only does the scorn of tides, bulls in a maelstrom menagerie and a thousand lives relived to correct the fate, awaken thyn sensibility, that is love not be rewarded with a passionate kiss or a medal of duty, that this sentence be so long that he reads himself a fool? For this time, these wasted years and love, oh hapless love, be a duty borne to him, not chosen by him. For this time, a country is proud. For this time, he is a number, chosen to fight and die, holding his bayonet with his grey dirty palm and his beautiful head high, shielded only by the integers surrounding him, and his cloak. For this time, for this last time, he is alive as one of many, one of a nation, one of a legendary wave. Cruel in an instant of real time, commemorated in the eternity of history.

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The letters were not reluctant, they were written so quickly. Every word streaming from his heart to his head, right across to his busy hand, looking up only occasionally for air or a laugh. Days worth of news, must be told and short anecdotes must be shared. The grip of his stylus, though an artful hold, was eager.

Tauris' moon face glowed like a lunar eclipse. Though there was a breeze coming up from the stairs, the room was warm as the sun fell for the equator. The page swept prose of a butterfly flittering heart, and he sighed at his inability to contain it. He looked embarrassed when his mother brought him green tea and orange cakes, as if she had read everything upon entry to the room. Her round shoulders led the way and working arms placed the tray onto the volumes being researched by the future ice-creamer. She consoled Tauris with her hands, kneeding into his tense back. “Dinner will be soon, I thought you could use an afternoon snack. Are you still writing to her?” “Thank you Mamma, I was famished. I'm just letting Alienor know about my studies.”

Tauris was borrowing the books from his grandfather Giovanni, who would be 74 in August. Giovanni bookmarked the chapter referring to crushing chocolate and dried mint. Giovanni would test Tauris on the preliminary stages of roasting cocoa, when to stack the Isabella Mint into rack sin the roasting room, so the oil would pierce the crispy capsules, like a kiss felt on the cheek and to the heart. Alienor's kisses were all he could think about. “Your soul is as lively as Isabella Mint, your lips are fluttering inside me, inside my cocoa shell.”

His velvety cocoa shell, the nose that rubbed Alienor's, the mouth aching for seduction, the leg fit for holding, the velvetty velvetty neck. As she mumbled the words she read, Alienor traced her fingers around the pages, and across the lines. Every pause, the tears wiped with a 'kerchief, the memories saluted with miserable sips of green tea.

Several albatross waved from the Aegean sky. “I cannot bear the bright cheerful days. I am not in a state near elation, I find myself in despair. Desparaged, until my heart meets my love eternal.” Alienor drew the curtains, ignoring the warnings of breakfast and the insistence of seeing sunshine.

Tauris had written to her, knowing that his dream was alive, not knowing why she could not come to the farm. He would get as far as the Cote d'Azur, and if she would help him source the berries; they could return to Sicily by a large merchant yacht before the end of Summer.

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The whistling of an afternoon gust woke Alienor. She was tangled in arms, legs, lengths of hair, and she reached for the bed covers piled on the floor at the foot of the bed. She was imagining a journey by train and bus, and ship to Sicily. She was shouting to the driver to hurry, describing the urgency in careful syllables. Every exclamation was deserving. This was not because the old man was deaf, it was partly because it was so noisy near the windows and the shuddering tracks, and mostly because she wanted to force the locomotive forward with the love she so vehemently described. Push it faster with the antlers of Tauris.

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Olympia helped her back up to the bed by grabbing Alienor's shoulder. They listened to each other breathing. "You were throwing your arms about, screaming 'Ha le lu jah, j'il aime, he kissed me once, il m'adore, he'll do it again'". "I don't recall." Alienor was deep in thought, pictures of her arpiscodia vapourised all possibility for external consideration. Screetching train wheels, the rapid contraption increasing speed, with every memory of the mouth, the firm hands, the eye lashes, the verse and the lack of words to describe the bond.

Olympia stroked Alienor's thigh, contemplating entry to the distracted mind. Olympia was not one to dream. Her cropped white tufts of hair eulogised her lost empathy, and, rather than seeming a blank canvas, she was none other than an oil- and waterproof paint brush. Tired of decorating and creating, tired of misinterpreting turquoise's calm and earthy vibrancy as love and devotion, exhausted from waving about, seeing and being every colour and shade, and terrified of drowning. The stylus has her purpose, though she could never hold colour. Melancholy was less demanding, so she appeared content. Because she was somewhat fond of this simple state of mind, she was a constant infuriation to Alienor. Intellect would pass nowhere in the bounds of humanity, subjectivity or vitality. Instead, Olympia found stead in caution, abhorrance and disinterest. Alienor, on the other hand, was passionate, gullible and curious.

Olympia tried everything on for size; high boots, short skirts, hats, lacy lingerie, purple lipstick, and big earrings. Nothing ever looked quite right for her shape or face. She even pretended to be gullible and passionate. Curiosity never got the better of her, because she had seen every artwork, every artist, every lover, generous, guilty and strange, all tiresome to Mademoiselle Olympia. She was the muse of curiosity, but not ever long enough to be a well studied subject. Alienor often mocked Olympia for her self proclaimed skill or strength, "My heart beats for Monet, every lilly is a thousand kisses for me and you. You must enjoy the kisses," Alienor would harp to an empty space on a wall imagining Les Nuages were there for them both to see. Servitude was Olympia's response every time, "Servitude, sacrifice for an ideal, a stupid love bought one day with a rose, sold the next to a flower stall. Beautiful, pungent smells offend my nose, remind me of holding stems of thorn. Those dark green leaves too affected me, growing in artificial sunlight."

The absence of resolve. The endless pursuit of the last tide, the completely cleansed water supply, the final trade. The irritation of rush, busy people, distracted people. Olympia was relaxed, took her time to fold Alienor's ear with her tongue and whispered her plans for the evening. Alienor's lips caught Olympia unawares, snapping out of oceanic scenes into a concentrated puffy press. Eyes open, sleepy, clear eyes. Round eyes, closing together like butterfly wings.

Eyes open, kohl circle for wider eyes, baby blue cream for eyes so bright. Looking up, Chanel mascara painted. Cream blush, rouge plump cheeks. Clean teeth, coffee stained, flossed teeth. Mouth pursed, lip brush, pretty lips. Cruel words, cruel world, jacket to protect. Skirt to sex. Bend over, "Alienor, watch me." Olympia rubs the shiny gold on her head with gluey gels and she sparkles in the misfit boots and lazy packed handbag. "Bye!" "Love, love, stars won't fall on you tonight" "Cheerie-Oh!" Open door, slam door to shut.

Bright empty streets, white walls, green trimmings, sandy walkway, scratchy under heels. Bright sunny hair, pale flesh tones, purple jacket, new soles, noisy stamps the pavement. Nearer a stranger, sooner a lover. Making eyes with weak bodies, making love without a heart. Amoreux pas. Mon amore, retournez a moi! Je ne suis pas ton amoree, mais aujourd'hui pour l'heure. Exchanging like a trade, but conversation distracted. Confusion of a lifeless soul by discussion. Simple words created hope for love. Parlez-pas toi. She could never be innocent to trades.

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Tauris lay still, memorising the formula and timing for the Isabella Cocoa unity. He measured and moved the beans and the leaves with precision in his mind. Pouring the crushed particles into the gelato mixture. Wading the paddle through the creamy thickness. Grandpere Giovanni will ask him questions in the morning, teach him more. Giovanni sees the affinity Tauris has with the process. Despite his chapped fingers, Tauris feels the love between Isabella and the chocolate, he feels the motion that moves the ingredients together. With his gorgeous nose, the warm, fresh aroma dances and caresses. Sweet touch, sweet touch in the early morning. Waking beside sweet Alienor.

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Olympia was sensitive to laughter, whether a nervous giggle or a rumbling round belly. Response to humour was her weakness. No better way to feel her soul than to be amused by a funny happening. Alienor and Olympia laughed a lot. The stories of all Olympia's men worked quite a catastrophe on Olympia, and she enjoyed entertaining her friend with extravagant recollections of luxury and of these less than well-behaved men. "Inheritance creates such a boring conversation, Alienor. Even dancing, oysters and saffron rice cannot excite me, if there is no wealth of knowledge." The blonde scooped thick crema from her coffee to taste it's strength on her tongue. "I have been seeing a solicitor, so very deep but no time to spare."
Alienor smoothed her thick cotton dress before the breeze had even a chance. "Do you think we should start meditating?" holding her long brown locks with her other hand. Olympia offered her a crumpet with butter and honey. Alienor nodded her head, finally reaching for the bread after the wind wandered astray. Olympia framed her answer with the little corners she was waving about, using the unchewn toast. "Meditation is all well and good, Alienor, if you want to think so deeply into what you have done, and what you will do. There is a focus one aims for in this exercise, this very spiritual practice. But," as she bit into a dry section and thought about how she'd swallow it - with some coffee, "if I were to sit for hours, my soul surely would be awoken and permit itself existence. It would line the inside of my flesh with a pulsing realisation that I have not considered it, my soul, for so many years. Then it grows thicker, holding onto the flesh outside. I turn blue after my soul does not allow oxygen to pass my skin or blood. Breathing does no good, because the air cannot be consumed past my lungs. No thoughts would climb around my mind, no memory of sensation, colour or fear. Just an understanding that my soul is awake and I am no longer allowed to be its keeper. The only difference between death and living without a soul is waking and flesh. If I meditate, I will be unable to breathe." Olympia held her chest as her heart palpitated during the course of explanation. Working herself up into a frenzy was rare but often enough to sustain a theatrical presence in the company of strangers, in Alienor's company. "Of course, yoga and stretching are what would lead to meditation, time to think." Olympia pondered again. Then she stopped herself, by treating the waiter to her elegant wave. Soft hands wrote another coffee and a ginger tea. "What if you could talk your soul into giving you a second chance. Recoil your focus, after removing and permitting your past grievances." Alienor was hopeful, spiritful, full full full of suggestions, as she knew her friend was melancholy by the awful density of her skin.

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Veiled, the Isabella Mint grew in a crisp climate, the foliage lace-like and graceful. Tauris knelt at the mass and held his arms around the bushes, brushing the scent into the undergrowth and onto his sweater. He was perfumed like the cocoa, wading through the heavy dusk air. An exercise Giovanni taught Tauris the day prior. There was no need to jig about, and most importantly to avoid creating a disturbed atmosphere. Harmony, just turn around when you feel there is harmony. The cloud in his hindsight could be packaged and eaten. That would be practiced early morning until the combination was just right: the mint, the velvetty working flesh and the white morning.

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Caging bliss. She would not wane to his love. This passion was momentary, so lustful, a breath in, not so calming as a breath out. Alienor listened to Olympia's commentary on love. It seemed to her that there would be no protectionm no unconditional love, because Tauris had placed conditions. He placed test of provocation, and the test of other moral pains. It would be youthful, naive of him to test Alienor's love by her physical finds, unless it were measuring the level of love bestowed to each and then to him. She understood well that there must be no communication with Tauris. That was the condition she had placed on herself. Tough it didn't strike points for or agains her, she simply could not speak with him until enough time had passed.

"Tauris has put you on a pedestal, and you are on a golden throne until such day that he stones you off. He was childish to put you there, and he is foolish to believe you will stay elevated. He doesn't realise that it was he who placed you there, that you were not always there. Yes, you were born for rank and for doing great things, but you were not born in the arms of that chair and, if you were, you would never stay. Not for so long as a rest. That lieu bares no comfort for a body that runs, and it certainly doesn't provide shelter. He is stupid to put you where you are to fend for yourself, without spirit or kindness, wearing a robe and dangling your legs. As is you would be amused by such a whimsical honour." Olympia held her gold chain, Alienor imagined the small charm flying into the grass, and Olympia, so frustrated in her spiel, thrusting the rest to follow.

"It will take more than precaution and enlightenment to make him ready for you. Paradox is his state of mind, but he must be clear: if you are more than sweet Alienor, if you are strong, adventurous and seductive, you are more than he can handle." Alienor took her stance, ignoring another word that spilled from Olympia's dry mouth. "He loves me, he needs me to be strong, he knows I am adventuresome and sassy. Why would he write these letters of love and of his life if he would fight for me none if I was in trouble or tormented. He aches to see me again and for me to join him." "Stop there Alienor. He wants you to go to the farm and make milk products and cook his meals and feed your children and he desires never to see your dreams float outside the cottage or your happiness to come from your education. Servitude, he explained, is love. Alienor, servitude is the mentality of those who are slaves, those who are sought as slaves. He condones the actions that please his will. It is his will that he receives your servitude. Life will be a service to love, not amusement or mundane, but disappointment."

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Tauris peeled an orange, thinking about Alienor. Soon he would sail, but he had not heard from her. Was she tired or numb? He longed to give her life, to take her from the lazy coast and hold her, and the berries all the way back to Sicily. "Ciao, Amoree, take me to the land below the sun. Let me kiss your hand and show me where the rivers run," he sang, placing the wedges on a small plate after tearing them from the fruit.

Talk fine, wait for singing. Oh, sweet love from all the body and thyne lungs, a voice exhausted with joy. Bewildered I stand, listening, my ears trembling that I hear your soul, and vision its calling to mine. A labour and sweat, I meet with your beauty only to live for these moments, as if each occasion be the last. An end none so terrible as journey and forgiveness throughout: some of such beauty is delicate and willful, and if this e terror, I beg to be terrified in my last breath. For the light that I see is the warmth that I feel, from every verse and every pause. Day, il a lumieree.

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Certainty. Olympia draped her clothes on the chaise longue, and stood by, watching people from the window. She was anonymous, a naked nymph, praised as a deity by her lovers. The caress of her hand on Clemente's shoulder was gracious. She loved him. The shadow on his neck and chest soon spread to his entire skin, as the curtains were drawn and Olympia climbed onto his silken wooly body. She sipped at his ears, and he held her back with his hands. Soon there was love and more deep, sweet kisses, whispers and adoration.

Chorus, a choir of slaves chosen to empower words with song. Divine creation, well being, poor souls, loneliness; all rejoice in freedom and prosperity. Taken light and given day.

Solemn, Alienor was not sad and not happy. But she was contemplating decisions, and not taking for granted and not regretting decisions made. To explore life and its mysteries, people or their enemies must be understood.

Happy Alienor. "Tell me this is not happiness when there is light so purely radiating from every sight and every passage. The leaves are thin in such light, green, glowing." Spring has awoken the girl. Bright, pretty colours. Hair more golden. Thinking of life with beautiful eyes. Les yeux belles. Creation. It has been existing a long time for this moment. It has waited long hours, years for acknowledgement and praise. Cumulative, Alienor's new found love for life and its beings has met the world with superfluous satisfaction.

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Describe the faces, the windows of apartments, the streets, the air and the hair waving in the wind.

Tauris: The faces have smiles, olive skin and deep souls behind the eyes. The windows are scratched, fronted with window boxes and inside the curtains are old, but washed, and respected like grandmothers. The streets are rough, pavement suited to wheels and running children. The air is filled with mellow flowers and freshness. I don't see her hair.

Olympia: The faces are brisk like footsteps on those difficult paths. The air is good. I have seen inside many apartments, and it no longer makes me curious. If I see a cat on a window garden, I will want to go there for feline. The hair doesn't wave unless it is confident against seduction, it keeps walking with a woman taking over the world.

Alienor: The happy faces of working people, faces tell that labour is respectful and families are honourable. The windows are temporary lookouts for unmarried partners, the cigarette escape for lovers, and the windows open to let the air in to gasp, and to watch the people in the streets. The hair is taken by breeze and dances and sits of shoulders with cotton blouses. Streets are filled with air, wind blowing hair around, soulful people. The lustful are sad. Soon, they too will realise life.

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"I have been accused of being rather vague," Olympia stretched her leg, pulling it toward her. She continued like this until she was satisfied of stretchedness. "I concur that, while I don't explain myself in detail, I am descriptive of the idea I am putting forward. A bad habit of mine really." "Well," Alienor suggested, "I think the use of examples, or specifics, is so tedious and too constricting to reason. You understand my unfinished sentences. There is no doubt it sounds frustrating to others, and I feel it in short stares and anticipation, but it simply cannot be helped. I expect my listeners to be able to fill in the blanks." Olympia started questioning why why why, "Why do you love Tauris?"

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Cedric was comfortable in the whicker basket of a chair, the cushion was fluffy enough to ease his posterior muscle pain. Meditating on his wooden toes, the feet scrunched up, showing the boney phlanges, then releasing the tension he rubbed them. His clean feet were so comfortable in Olympia's hands. When she placed one against her face, each toe was kissed. The feet, so neutral, not violent, held in her hands, her world to avoid purpose of a walk. Feet existing alongside a face. Relaxing and enjoying. No discussions, no question of fidelity, no criminal faith, intermittent smiles.

Our paths may cross, but we were not to be together. Our stares may glance, but we were not to be together. Our stares may pass, but we were not to be together, Parallel we glide, but we do not collide. You are not fire and I am not ice. We do not break, we do not melt.

Sensitive palms, the hands reach for golden touch. Walking, taking steps side by side. Tauris clutching her hand, fingers intertwined. Telling her of the plans. Alienor comes to Palermo. No, he has not yet heard from her. Longing, longing for her eyes and her radiant beautiful face and to touch her hair. He will have to search for her in the Cote d'Azur.

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"Olympia, hear me. I woke from dreams. Driving in circles, around bends with Tauris. No love was consumated. Yes, there was passion, but nothing more. I overheard vehicles, screetching and not leaving." Alienor was flustered and feeling perculiar. "Alienor, I too dreamed of voices and Cedrik's return. His friends told me plainly that he is married. I could not greet him with love. I was cold and a bad turn had been made. How can I rid myself of the coward?" Olympia was grieving over the pseudo president of her heard.

Always turbulent, encounters in dusk, in solitude, fury as a run not as revenge. Ever quiet, ever listening for quiet. The soul disturbed so, torn with razors, an accident. He was looking for her heart. Love a while, love a long while. But do not, please do not love for ever. Do not speak of aeons, do not dream of aeons. Find a chance, fellow, to turn away and leave her be. She has love, but she will give it all. She will be tamed to a barren heart, always yearning to fill it. Do not accept this servitude man, leave her be. Let her save tears for the death of a soldier of love.

Olympia looked out at the day. It was gloomy for her, the sunny green days. They had no end as she walked. Walking, with her soul in her handbag, with her key, lipstick and necessities. Walking into apartments, most without cats, most with tasteless interior. Asked to make a sandwich, the fine cutlery spread butter onto broken loaf, and served on serviette. Jorge was strange, all the plates had been smashed and he didn't have time to find more that he liked. So, he made do with patterned paper. Olympia bit into the bread, and drew the partched curtains, but let a little of the yellow in. She hoped her feelings would change toward sunlight, eventually, if she let a little in at a time.

The whispy hair brought his middle age close, and the whisper in his ear realised his relative youth. Jorge turned and grabbed Olympia by the waist and kissed her rose petal pout. He sat her on the window sill, on top of the awful drapery. Olympia, through every dull day and every long hour, occupied his mind like a dove in a bell tower. Loving her now was a continuation of his thoughts. Holding her body was his raison d'etre.

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Tauris was ill from watching the sails swinging over the thick blue peaks. There was nothing that could give him consolation. He was unsure if he'd see his berry-picking angel. The letters were not returned, so she should have received them. or were they dampening in the morning and hardening on the ground of an empty lawn. Taken by passers by and thrown. What was the postal service like in her country? The mooring was near, Cote d'Azur. Sands and yachts, like an island resort. Tauris was sickened from the motions and the long awaited meeting with his love. The wavering over elation and despair.

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Would there ever be a day that wouldn't cast such a sour glaze over Olympia, what would make her glow? Possibility of happiness, true love is the sunshine. No trust in love or the persistence of love means the rays are cosmetic, for vanity, not for the heart or for the soul. Olympia bares all weather for the superficial, and freezes from her shell down to the aeorta beat beating thick, cool blood.

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Tauris was cold, the winds were so strong now. The shore yearned for his footprints, his journey tracked until he reached the footpath. The foot that led swapped to follow. His eyes saw the route, his heart felt the angst. The streets, the locals giving directions. Tall apartments looked like moments of passion. He turned around and the sea looked like an eternity, stretched over pink sunsets, purple sunrise. An eternity of freedom.

Alienor sang, drying her hair, she sand, drying her shoulders, she sang. Holding her legs with the thick towel, she cried. The window, she opened, and stared into the street. No one familiar, no one she would love more than she loved Tauris. Olympia was right, slavery of love. But there was no happiness without servitude. And the servitude was to the love, not to the individual. The love was so strong, his heart, his eyes, his arms were its servants. His letters, his long letters. The love could not be cried away. So much light outside, dried her tears. Warm air. She could not see the people walking on the street.

Olympia took strides on the road. She was wearing stiletto pumps, patent silver. But she was on a dusty road, imagining she was wearing boots to not think about the dirt in her toes. And a large brimmed hat, the sun was strong and unwelcomed by her. Though Spring enjoyed opening flower buds, Olympia enjoyed rain, dark clouds and snow. She wouldn't get this on the southern coast. She should go north, no, further south for Autumn somewhere else in the world. She ate gelati from a cup, remembering Tauris.

Tauris was directed to the flats at the end of the street. Avoiding the lady shaking a mat from the balcony. The sun was strong, the trees would suffer. The geraniums would suffer in the window box. He wanted to water the small coral shrubs. Closer he was, the purpose grew stronger. He needed to find a bucket and the owners bath water would be fine. He knocked on the correct door. A young woman answered. Timid, she questioned his motivation. Had he spied her last night, undressing a man twice her age? Staring at Tauris, she shook her head. "I look after my flowers well, thank you." Tauris asked about how to get to Rue de Chavais. Stunned, her heart jumped. She opened the window to the display, and pointed to the path via the cul-de-sac. "This is Isabella Mint you have here. Have you been to Sicilly?" The colour returned to her face, as she thought, remembered. "I received the seeds in a letter, and I planted them at the end of autumn, hoping they'd blossom in Winter."

Tauris was able to see the face of a girl in a window. Very slowly he approached. The apartment was not high. He stared. The girl wore a dress, she may have been trying it on for an occasion. The road was dusty, but he was imagining that he was is a dust storm, and the force was pushing his chest so fiercely that his heart stopped, his arms heavy, his stomach queezy like it was filled with oily eggplant. It was filled with eggplant. The girl. The pressure away, but he reached forward, though his limbs were not recognised as leaders and followers, the body was diving with feet dragging behind like lead. "Alienor," his jaw crumbled.

Olympia held Alienor before she chanced a scream. The arms were like a boa constrictor, around around squeezing. They heard "Come berry picking with me" before the window was shut. Te dragging force behind Tauris swapped to lead him to the apartment. Out of breath, he breathed so heavily, he was out of air, the lungs opened but the air was not enough. Opening the door with his heavy body, both girls lay on the bathroom floor. One crying, the other furious. All the towels were rolled taut, each too compact to conceal even a capsule of anti-venom. Pills were on the shelf above. Jars, sleepy jars. The room echoed, the tiles still, cautious to the shrieks. The apparent hugging tried to dull the pitch racing across the walls.

Olympia's hair glistened, encouraging her eyes to do the same. But they were dark, more melancholy now. Her eyelashes were not like butterflies in love with the sunshine, they were rank moths, drawn to the light of another. The image of her head Tauris saw in the mirror, as she stood up. She spoke with Alienor's voice, "Tauris, is that you? The baskets for the berries are in the anteroom."

Tauris had the baskets, and the tired girl in his other arm. She leant on his chest, tears in her eyes and her heart afloat. "I missed you so much." She hugged at his stomach and the love and the passion was warm, yet hasty. Olympia kissed his cheek, her lips warned off his face by his beard. She pushed him out of the doorway, and shut the door. Returning to Alienor, Olympia held her closely.



Leila